My mom called me a whore

I saw this short film yesterday and thought it was cooler than hell. I am deciding to try and post it here:

http://emorangers.com/

Well, aside from that, I have gotten into lots of Emo music. Bands such as Fall Out Boy, Facing New York, Panic! At The Disco, and more have found their way into my eardrums. I love emo, and I also love Laura. MUCH LOVE!

Well. Well. Well. I had just found out that my LJ is featured as the "Comedy Button" on a website called EMPTV. I don't know who runs the site, but if you eventually read this, please somehow email me and tell me why you decided to do this. C'mon, what the fuck, people! You obviously had NO AUTHORISATION to place this on your site. Within 24 hours, I would like it to be taken off before I have to bring legal matters into this.
Your Friend,
Cory "Sokhed" A.

Hey there,
I know where you are,
inside the Shadows,
Looking for stars,
But there is nothing in the sky.

I hope you get to read this Laura. I have nobody to help me and I think I need some help. I know that you are always there for my therapy. I just need some help because I have no clue what is comming of my life. I haven't been on AIM because my account is screwed up. I hope that you are still here, and I hope that things will be all better.

Hey everyone. I haven't posted here in forever. Here are things that have happened, and well basically I am just clearing some shit up.

1) Went to a Facing New York concert. They rule.
2) Got a 17 yaer old girlfriend named Joyce.
3) Worked on Volume III.
4) nowimnothing.com is now the worst NIN forum.
5) moved to a better NIN forum called hidinginthecrowd.com.
6) Joyce broke up with me and lead me to self-destruction.
7) Better Than Ezra concert on Sept. 24.
8) Released Volume III.
9) Removed Volume III from internet due to remaining unfinished.
10) Got a new girlfriend named Ashlee.
11) Got grounded on October 7th to end of October for not asking to leave.
12) Got grounded next day for sneaking out to Ashlee's house.
13) Almost slit my stepdad's throat.
14) Got Slightly ungrounded.
15) Fell down some fucking stairs and fucked up my ankle.
16) Life is going slightly upward now.

That is just about it. Expect Volume III to get Finished before end of October.

Hey there, I wrote 2 new poems yesterday as my writers block continues and my mind is foggy. I have no serious concepts and ideas, so when an idea comes along, I hope to remember it and finish it ASAP. Volume III should be finished by the end of August or sometime early september. Here are two poems for you to enjoy:

-Just Me-

If I ever had the chance to make someone stay beside me,
I would never give that person up for anything.
I would keep her by me and we converse all day and night,
But now I know what it is to be lonely in this world,
because now there is just me and my book and pen.

Nobody likes me and nobody cares at all for me,
maybe I'm a failure along with my writings.
I have no chance at scoring a better life,
because what I do is something I already did.
I'm sick of life just being just me... Alone.

-Spine-

Where the fuck is your backbone,
you lost your confidence and focus,
you remind me of myself now,
because I have nothing to live for.

When will we grow our spines,
so we can feel strong and never out of whack,
when will we be old enough,
to know that nothing is given for free.

Where the fuck is the words,
losing balance and tripping over everything,
I remind myself of my father,
because he has such a shitty attitude.

When will we grow our spines,
so we can feel strong and never out of whack,
when will we be old enough,
to know that nothing is given for free.

Yeah. Third update today, I need to find something relevant to post that isn't about my poetry. Someone will probabbly say "Hey Cory, your LJ looks wicked awesome!" and you know my response; "Looking different? Nonsense!" I thought that this place can get some PERSONALITY! So I customized this for dark colors because you know me, it isn't usually a good color untill it is a dark color. I like it a lot.

Yeah, looks like im not done writing! Today was a sad day... my beloved 48x HP Cd burner that I have had for 3 years died and has no more power to burn, and can now only read disks. But ya know what, kiddies! I replaced it with a DVDR-RW drive that burns Cds AND DVDs! Technology is getting better! I said to myself "Hey, this is needed!". I haven't used my new drive yet, but that shit will rock!

Yesterday after I posted my review about the movie, I forgot to post about what I did after the movie.

After the movie, I waited outside for 15+ minutes waiting for my brother to pick me up. He finally came and his girlfriend was with him. We decided to go to McDonnalds to get Icecream cones for 75 cents. You know how small those fuckers are! those things are fucking tiny! But luckily to me and my brothers rescue, I shouted; "I want a big-assed ice cream cone!" my brother chimed in with "Yeah, give me one of those fuckers!".

We both got big-assed ice cream cones.

MUAHAHA! I finally got out to a theature since Star Wars Ep. III, and I decided to see Charlie & The Chocolate Factory. I was supprised at how good it was. Iwas in the mood for a comedic movie and geez, am I the only one who finds this movie disturbing? That fat kid ges stuck in a pipe, that one bratty-assed kid got put into a 'broken' incinerator, that one gamer/lamer kid got stretched and is officially scrawnier than a starving Hindu, that one Preppy/athletic kid got turned into a fucking blueberry. WTF! I love this movie...

Hey there,
My friend Tyler is hospitalized. I visited him today and I can't remember exactly what happened but he seemed to be doing alright.

I just found out that my NIN tickets are 42 dollars. Who will go with me?